Like you, I don’t have it in me to fake my way through life. I am going to be myself and try to improve each day, exposing the messiest parts of cleaning up my act.
I don’t care about being judged. I never did and never will care what anyone else thinks.
What concerns me most is not being right in my own heart. For me, there is nothing worse than lying to yourself, than letting yourself down, than not being able to look yourself in the mirror.
I can’t know something to be true and do another. I have a very hard time with knowing the morally right thing to do and then taking a short cut – in the name of self- preservation.
This is one of the real struggles for me. To contemplate what the best version of myself would be – to actually envision how she thinks, speaks and behaves – and than doing something else out of fear, doubt and selfishness.
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